Raven doesn't know if it's illegal because she doesn't know what it was. The little disc hadn't been like anything she's ever seen before, and in hindsight she knows this was a mistake, but that doesn't help her now. Instead she tries to focus on his thumb rubbing circles on her shoulders, ground herself with Elias in front of her and get out the words that she knows ALIE doesn't want her to say.

"There was a guy at the clinic, he said it would help. And it did, the pain is gone, but there's... other stuff."

She doesn't want him to think she's going crazy, but she knows her next words are going to sound it. She's losing parts of her memory, she's been seeing a woman who isn't there for weeks, and none of that is normal. There's no easy way to put it, no way to tell him what's happening to her without running the risk that he won't believe her, but she has no other choice. Besides, she trusts him. She trusts that he cares about her enough to listen to what she has to say, and then they'll go from there.

"I keep seeing this woman," she starts, her eyes automatically flicking over Elias's shoulder to where she's standing. "She's just there no matter what I do and she won't go away." She directs the last to ALIE herself, glaring at her as though she can make her disappear through sheer will.